Monday, October 03, 2005

feeling better now.....

After 1 x excellent listening ear from XW, and 2 x coaching MSN session from Merv & Meimei, I am in better shape. Whew...

I guess I still need to get better in touch with my emotions, and not try to crush them, or run them down with a steam-roller. It's just not healthy...

TO BARE ONE'S SOUL AND HEART TAKES GREAT COURAGE AND SHEDDING OF THE ARMOUR THAT ONE HAS CONSTRUCTED OVER THE YEARS. AM I WILLING TO ALLOW LOVE TO WASH OVER ME AND TOUCH MY BARE SKIN AGAIN? I MUST FOR I SHALL CONTINUE TO DIE A LITTLE EVERYDAY IF I WEAR THIS RUSTY ARMOUR THAT I'VE GROWN ATTACHED TO...


anyway, hugs to xinwei, merv, and meimei! thank you for the support and advice and allowing me to sit on your plates with my problems...so paiseh...but so grateful at the same time. ^_^


PS: Mariah is apparently quite soothing when one is feeling down...haha...not too bad, and to think I didn't llisten to her in the past. Now listening to her Greatest Hits, and I realised I actually liked a lot of her songs. Sighz...memories...

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