再见了！ 许多感触的两天。。。

Just finished showering... Just got back from the airport. Tonight my uncle, aunt and my CUTEST baby cousin fly back to Denmark after their month long stay here in Singapore! I will miss them dearly...they only get to come back ever so often. One month flew by in an instant...it was only yesterday that we were picking them up from the airport. Now they're gone again...sighz... Missing them already... It was really nice having my aunt back for that entire month.

When she left, she said, "You must come over soon! Got so many things that I can show you!" I asked, " What things?!" She replied, "Things lah!" I asked again, " WHAT THINGS?!?! Say lah!" She just said, "Things lah! Haiz..." *grin*

Now was that cryptic or what? Well, I will try my best to go over and take a look...heehee...whatever things she may have to show me. Haha. ^_^


Uncle Erik and Auntie Cheng, and me! ^_^


The family and Baby Gregers at the airport waiting for his flight. So young already get to travel here and there. Not bad man...cosmopolitan baby! Haha

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Today went to Michelle's new place (which is not really new, cos it's still in Boon Lay lah, just a different part that's all....haha) It's actually really nice and airy, and I love the funky mirror in her bathroom...farnie angle..hahaha

We played mahjong (well, sorta), and ate fried stuff from Old Chang Kee, and Michelle baked more chicken nuggets and sotong in the oven. Guess what? She doesn't have chilli sauce....haha, but it's okay...the food tasted fine without them. Heehee. I had a super fun afternoon lah, chatting with Ritchie, Jun, Michelle & Shuqin (Melanie, Mel N). After that Shuqin, DRIVE us to everywhere we wanted to go..THANKS Mel! Hahaha



Oh! Naurto Issue 30 is finally out! Waited so long can?! Sakura is finally useful. I am so happy! I can finally like her without feeling that she's a whiny kunoichi with crap for powers. She's actually quite amazing now! Superhuman strength, healing abilities, and excellent chakra control! Naruto is still as brash and 'cock' as ever...but the fights in this issue were totally EXCELLENT! Can't wait for the animated version! (To blazes with the freaking filler episodes now!)

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Isetan Private Sale was on Wednesday. Wah, I tell you, I've never seen such a mad rush of people in my entire life! Usually I'm there early, I queue early, buy early and leave early. This time round I was there from morning 8+ till 10+ in the evening.

But I secretly had tons of fun. I was fully utilising my powers as 'Constance-eh-Kia' lor...hahaha...felt damn powerful can?! Wahaha...hope I helped all of you who I saw at the sale that day...actually, only some people bought stuff lah...the sale wasn't that great. I didn't buy anything...yeah...what to do?! After CNY got one more...try again lor..haha

Here are some pics for you!


Yiting and I! This girl woke up super early leh...but then she became super stoned...like zombie like that...see her dopey smile? Haha...'sot' liao she...hahaha Didn't buy anything at all...haha



Only Xinwei bought something (underwear!)...the rest just people-watched and made fun of all the 'tai-tais' lor...hahaha.



Had Turkish food at Far East for lunch...wonderously filling and yummy! Hahaha...looks a little fierce hor? I caught him by surprise, so he din have time to smile.



Dorky Vincent (He say himself dorky wan, not me ah!)! This one never shop at all...but his cousin ah...fwah, buy until super 'song' (no pun intended!) can?! Haha..

Anyway, I had alot of fun playing host to all my friends at the private sale. I met a ton of people man...scary! And the queues were the most amazing things, I feel. Haha...after CNY got one more. I will keep u guys posted! ^_^ Stay tuned for another day of 'tai-tai'-ness... ^_^

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Tmr going for Chocolate buffet at Fullerton with Yixin! Hahaha.....

Last bit of cuteness...no more liao...so sad.

无聊。。。

I thought bidding starts today, so went all the way down to school in the morning, expecting to do some bidding and everything. Well, it actually starts on Thursday...hahaha. On the bright side, I met up with Vi for breakfast...supposed to have Macs, but guess what? They don't open until 10am during the hols...would u believe that? Haha... So we ate at the ARTS canteen instead, and talked module talk...heh

After that, I went home and fiddled somemore with CORS...more or less confirmed what I will take liao...in spite of advice from many sagely, and reliable sources, I have decided that I will try my best for the level 3000 module. I mean, I will have to take such modules eventually, so I don't see why I should worry about people being better or more experienced...I just put in more work lor! Hahaha... ^_^

Tomorrow is the Isetan Private Sales, and here is the official guest list:

Paul
Paul's Friend
Xinwei
Yiting
Esther
Vincent
Amos
Myself

Total of EIGHT people.

Plan
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We are meeting at 0830hrs at the McDonalds inside Shaw House. DO NOT BE LATE. If not, then we will all fall prey to the hordes of 'tai-tais' who will undoubtedly already be forming a long queue. That I can assure you...haha. Technically, I still have 4 more tickets, so if anybody wants to see what a private sale is like, feel free to contact me. Have fun! I hope I will...hahaha... ^_^

Nice? Just a random sprite picture I took while I was walking around some exhibition at the National Library. It was showcasing the artwork of some artist who designed game characters.

Quick Review

Today was totally boring and uneventful. All I did was watch The Law of Ueki until 5am this morning and then slept till 1130am and got up and continued watching the show. Absolutely lazy and could not care less. Well, I sorta did some research on what I want to do next semester...bidding starts tmr morning! I think I am going to be in for a hell of a time man...I mean I have a feeling it's going to be like the first time..where everyone is going to clog up the system and then we'll all be disgusted and angry and unhappy and cursing and swearing and making fingers and disgusted and angry and unhappy and....well, you get the picture I guess. Anyway, here's what I think I will be gunning for next semester:

EL2101 Structure of Sentences and Meanings
EL2102 Structure of Sounds and Words
SC3219 Sexuality in Comparative Perspective
GEK1512 Understanding How the Internet Works (NO EXAM!)

I can't decide between GEK1049 Introduction to Narrative and EL2111 Historical Variation in English. I am not sure how heavy it is to take 3 EL modules in one semester. I really I don't want to end up overloading myself. So yeah...still having a little headache as to what to take. I think I will leave my last exposure to the later semesters so that I can take a breather if I need one. Well, I'm also thinking of minoring in Gender Studies too! We'll see what unfolds...I'll try do these for this semester. ^_^ (If anyone has anything that they feel they should let me know i.e. if any of the above modules may cause my 'death', please DO NOT hesistate to inform me..thanks!)

Okay, here's a short re-cap of X'mas week...

Yesterday was excellent! My relatives came over for a potluck lunch (it became dinner, but that's usually expected in my family...time STRETCHES...rubber-time as Mom calls it..haha). Let you all see some pictures!

Family eating together...hmm...but what did we eat you ask?

Roasted leg of lamb and potatoes! Done to perfection! Really!

Three different kinds of roasted meat, courtesy of my Grand-aunt Julia! (Oh, she brought achar too!) Damn nice and juicy and sweet and savoury and EVERYTHING! Fwah!

Smoked salmon, with creme cheese, dill, cucumbers and tomatoes...all between slices of wholemeal bread...SEDAP! A Danish specialty...or so Uncle Erik and Auntie Cheng says. Haha

Stir-fried squid...a first time effort from Auntie Cheng...the sauce was a little strange, but the squid was cooked to perfection...so that's good.

Rockmelon and sago...and the white stuff is ice-cream ok?! Blended with milk! Rich, decadent and absolutely sinful...made by Mom, so what do you expect?! Mwahaha...really really good. ^_^

My FIRST plate sorta looks like this, after that, I kinda gave up and forgot about taking pictures of my 2nd, and 3rd plates! Hahaha...

Here you see the sandwich preparer (Auntie Cheng) and the master carver (Mom)! Ladies hard at work to present excellent homecooked food...家的感觉...I like... ^_^

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A few days before that I also had a Korean BBQ with these guys...



And a mahjong session at Ritchie's place!

Tiles like 'sai' lor...heh..and they don't play 七对子...totally un-fun! Hmph!

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And before I end off this post...I will leave you with more cuteness!

Post No. 255

Oh, incidentally, it's on a 'need-to-know-basis', so don't expect me to go around pouring my heart to you if I feel you don't need to know. Yeah...that's just what's so.. ^_^

Merry Christmas everyone!

P.S.: Dear Mervin and Mish, though it didn't really help that much, I still appreciate everything you did for me last night. I still suffered/hurt lah, but less...haiz....only two words for you two... LOVE YOU..and one word for myself...HAIZ (technically it's not a word, but well, we make do with what we have I guess). We'll talk soon...

Mervin: Lawyer issue. *winks*
Mish: Private sale issue. *winks*

Special mention: 谢谢你，Yiting...thanks for listening. *hugz*

伤心

真的很伤心。。。

unhappiness...

Just checked my results for my first semester in NUS...tertiary education does not really agree with me. I feel TOTALLY AVERAGE today. Here are my grades:

EL1101E B
JS1101E C
PH1101E A-
SC1101E B+
SSA2202 A-

CAP: 3.7

Sianz can?!?!?! Stupid JS lah...so fine, I know I did not put in th utmost effort for JS, I hate it anyway...but my EL I abit disappointed lor...so sad...I so expected an A of some sorts. Haiz, sianz...feeling intense disgruntlement and dissatisfaction...

WARGH! Don't think about it anymore lah...next semester must work harder liao...much much harder....crap...

slow Tuesday...and bad Monday evening...

Again, quite long never blog anything liao hor? Well, I've been grappling with several things lately lah...so not a lot of time to pen my thoughts down. I spent most of today with Mom at Yishun. She had to take half a day off to wait for the new refrigerator to arrive. What happened was last Wednesday there was this 'sorry-dear-residents-but-we-need-cut-the-electricity-for-a-few-hours' maintenance period. Then when the power came on again, the fuse for the old fridge blew and we all thought it was a goner...so went out to buy a new fridge lor. Nice, big, silver, LG thing...not too shabby...haha

The freaking delivery men were late! 30mins late can?!?! Make my poor mother wait for a whole for nothing...and almost make her late somemore. Terrible can?! Call us at 10am to confirm the delivery will be arriving from 2-4pm, and they arrive at 430pm...for fuck?! Might as well don't call...then at least we could assume that they were irresponsible....call at 10am, pretend to be so service-oriented and customer-service-ish, then still come late...my mom had to call them twice somemore, and each time say, "COMING ALREADY MDM, 5/10/15 more MINUTES"

BAH!

Well, yesterday the most terrible thing happened to me can? I was on the 854 on my way back from tuition at Hougang. So I was sitting on the bus, slowly dozing, when suddenly...I felt someone FLICK MY EAR! Yes, no kidding, my ear was flicked! I was stunned for awhile, and was sorta waiting for an apology to come from behind, but it never came. Contemplating whether or not to do anything, I decided to not me a wuss...so I turned around, and confronted the people. They were 3 Malay girls, who might I say were very VERY TACKILY dressed! The conversation was as follows:

XJ: Did any of you flick my ear?!

3MGs: *blur/puzzled/innocent/"supremely annoyed looks*

XJ: Well?! If it wasn't on purpose, the least you could do was apologise!

middle MG: Sorry... (she totally did not mean it can?! The bitch!)

I left it at that...thinking it was over... Immediately after this, there was loud conversatoin amongst the three of them, in Malay. Sadly, I did not understand/speak Malay, if not I would put them in their place by shocking them that way. I heard 'bodoh', but I dunno were they referring to me. Anyway, it was not over...after that, they began poking me in the back!!! YES, I kid you not! They were poking me lightly in the back! After about 5 pokes...

XJ: HEY! I DON'T THINK IT'S FUNNY OK?!?! *pause + GLARE* WHY DON'T YOU THREE JUST GROW UP!!!

3MGs: *non-plussed looks all around*

XJ: *changes seats*

I mean, I have never been that infuriated in my life...the nerve of people! In my mind, I was cursing FUCKING MEE**S all the way, and I meant it too! Of course, just directed at them lah...so uncouth can?! The ultimate product of the socialization that is so common to THEM! I mean, my neighbours are Malay, and they're totally cool folks! Assholes exists in every race man...(and yes, I know I run the risk of sounding oh-so-slightly seditious...but please lah...go check the dictionary if anyone even thinks of giving me a lecture)

I should've given those girls a longer tongue-lashing...just let me get started on their fashion sense man...by the time I'm done, they'd wish they were arrested by the fashion police instead. Haha...

AMAZING FRIDAY!

I had the most AMAZING Friday! I was facilitating at this event organised by Office of Student Affairs (OSA) of NUS. It was a joint thing between OSA and CCI!

I tell you ah, the most amazing people attended, and I totally enjoyed myself. I found my attraction levels high, and I learnt abit of the power of 'the unspoken', and how it occurred for me! AMAZING!

Everything just fell into place for me tonight, and I am so glad that I made the friends I made...just simply amazing! That instant where the eyes meet and the electricity flows...wah lau, buay tahan man... I also cannot take it...I just gave in to its pull...hahaha

Well, thank you to everyone who gave me this chance to facilitate and I am certainly glad that I had this chance...thank you thank you thank you! ^_^

The results of your analysis say:

You fill every waking moment with activity.

You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.

You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.

You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!

You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

Not really that accurate, but then again, I WAS using a mouse instead of a stylus..haha...couldn't really be bothered to make it absolutely accurate lah...those of you who have seen my signature know it to be much much 'chio-er' than that...wahaha...

Been busy lately...okok, more like lazy...but there really isn't that much to blog about these days. Life is just going on, and the hols are slipping away as we speak. I enjoy myself, scold myself, praise myself, and whatever else comes up for me. Other than that, nothing is really happening in my life mah...at least, not much.

Been slightly feeling-feeling lately, but then again, I usually am...haha...I need...I don't know what I need lah...haha

Someone tell me please?

My baby cousin Gregers looks like him right? Haha...now he can have a 小名, and it will be...Jack-jack! Wahaha...can't wait for him to burst into flame and set the sofa on fire! Hahaha.

Online Music (paid for it somemore)

I just downloaded an entire album off a paid website...it didn't feel too bad. It's nice to pay for things once in awhile...heh...Haha.

It's the OST from this movie called Brokeback Mountain. It's directed by Ang Lee leh! I think it's just so great when Asians are recognised for their work..especially on the international scene. I so want to watch it, but I doubt they will show it in Singapore lah (go click on the link and you will know why it may never come to Singapore). Ah well, see how lor, I may have to resort to umm...how should I say this...ALTERNATIVE methods to procure a viewing of this movie. It premiered at the Gold Lion, Venice 2005 International Film Festival, and of course won the usual 'critical acclaim' (I swear that this phrase is overused and abused) from the crowd there. It also won the Best Picture award! That should say something about this movie man...I wanna watch!

Ah well, until I can obtain it from my, umm...sources, I guess I will settle for the OST first. It's really good so far, I have enjoyed every track. And to download it only cost me less than S$0.20! So cool right? It's a site where you pay a minimun of USD$10, then just download whatever you want from them lor...not too bad. As I have been saying forever (actually since I got my first MasterCard), MASTERCARD - THE KEY TO THE WORLD! Hahaha...

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1 Opening 1:31 Gustavo Santaolalla
2 He Was A Friend Of Mine 4:39 Willie Nelson
3 Brokeback Mountain 1 2:32 Gustavo Santaolalla
4 A Love That Will Never Grow Old 3:20 Emmylou Harris
5 King Of The Road 2:52 Teddy Thompson & Rufus Wainwright
6 Snow 1:18 Gustavo Santaolalla
7 The Devil's Right Hand 2:34 Steve Earle
8 No One's Gonna Love You Like Me 3:06 Mary McBride
9 Brokeback Mountain 2 1:59 Gustavo Santaolalla
10 I Don't Want To Say Goodbye 3:12 Teddy Thompson
11 I Will Never Let You Go 1:56 Jackie Green
12 Riding Horses 1:24 Gustavo Santaolalla
13 An Angel Went Up In Flames 2:36 The Gas Band
14 It's So Easy 2:27 Linda Ronstadt
15 Brokeback Mountain 3 2:14 Gustavo Santaolalla
16 The Maker Makes 3:50 Rufus Wainwright
17 The Wings 1:52 Gustavo Santaolalla
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Okay! I am off to the gym liao...been too slack this past week...need to exercise! Wahahaha! Ciao! ^_^

Feel the CUTENESS! (oh..Harry Potter: TGOF was a TAD disappointing)

Yiting! I never post anything because I am LAZY ok? Hahaha...anyway, I am posting something now. SO read until you shiok shiok ok? Wahaha.

My aunt arrived yesterday! So exciting! And in tow were Uncle Erik and of course, their adorable son, my fabulous cousin Gregers Nielsen (his name is actually longer, but I can't remember the exact order of all the words, so this is the shortest form...can't fault me here...heh)

My baby cousin is the cutest thing..he's damn funny. Giggles and smiles at most things (like me!) but last night he kept crying until 4am I think...strange place and strange time zone both do not agree with babies I guess. Anyway, today he's calmer and and seems a little more settled in. They are staying for an entire MONTH! That means Christmas this year will be excellent! SO happy. Hahaha...

Gregers likes to laugh, and he likes to show off that he can balance on his tummy too! He does a SUPERMAN (you know, where you raise all of your limbs off the ground and pseudo-fly?) Very CUTE! Haha...going to be a good December this year.

To Kill with Cuteness

Ok ok, so the pics are little grainy, but see how much his cuteness still comes through? SO AMAZING! Hahaha...

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Anyway, caught Harry Potter with Xinwei, Kelvin and Vincent...well...I was a little disappointed with the show. Too many chunks were left out, and since I'd read the book before...it was pretty frustrating to know that many important or quite cool bits were not shown. Ah well...I guess you can't fit everything into 2 1/2 hours ay? I did, however, like the casting of the champions though. I felt they were all very true to how they were described in the book. Voldemort was excellent! Ralph Fiennes was absolutely marvellous! You could sense the evil man...so EVIL...

Emma Watson was so pretty in pink (though it was actually supposed to be blue..haha) and she's really becoming such a pretty young thing..sighz...hope the fifth one will be better though. Fortunately for me, I had good company, so not a total loss. I went shopping before the movie..and I realised that I am so SO in need of retail therapy...ah well...work for $$ first, then we talk about shopping...haha

Maybe I will get something nice for Christmas this year...heehee...I know a lot of relatives still 'owe' me 21st birthday presents...haha..but of course I wouldn't play that card against them lah... YET... Mwahahaha.... (mimics Voldermort's evil laugh...)

PS: I will be away this weekend and will only be back on Monday. However, if you desperately need to contact me, SMS/call me. I will still be contactable. Cheers!

考试完了，我真的很开心！ 开心，开心，开心。。。 (and ugly Singaporeans)

The exams are finally over for me! I am happy! Yay... today's papers were a total bitch. Well, for the first paper (a 'Geog-ish' kinda essay based thing) I realised that because I had not written essays for such a long time, I could not muster the velocity required to produce long expositions of extended text of the recommended length in the stipulated amount of time allocated to the participants of this test of one's ability to regurgitate vast amounts of information.

(That basically means not enough time, wrote too little...jialat)

My second, and last paper for the day (and for the exams! ^_^) reeked of the trickiness expected of my favourite module. Dr Madalena had once again out done herself, and the paper was, as expected, annoyingly cumbersome, and required great mental capacity and dexterity to handle. It's not easy doing two papers in one day, but at the end of everything, it sure as hell feels great. The past exam period has been wonderful and I really enjoyed studying with friends in the Central Library of NUS. It's amazing to see how people will reserve seats with things like tissue paper, water bottles and (the least offensive of the lot in my opinion) readings/notes. Also in demand, are power outlets...very often, ingenious undergraduates will resort to bringing their own multi-plugs or extension cables (see right) so that everyone of their friends can share also.

I must really thank all my friends for studying with me, and helping me 'chop' seats at Level 6 in the library. Arigato Gozaimasu! *bows* These friends would include the following people...















This one is called Vincent...one who makes me do work, for once...haha















This one is called Aidan. The little brown thing is called Seaweed, his stuffed sea-otter.




















More of Seaweed. Actually he is quite cute and not a hideous as I thought him to be...hahaha...

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Well, enough about studying in school...I now want to talk about UGLY SINGAPOREANS. As usual, because I have yet to learn how to drive, I use public transport like any other commuter who enjoys using public transport. So this is what happens...the following are some shots of inconsiderate Singaporeans.

Do you people see this? Everyone is standing at the front of the freaking bus. And here I was thinking why is the bus so crowded and lo' and behold...everyone is standing near the front lah...damn stupid can? I just don't understand. Most of these people alighted near the interchange ok? And the interchange was in Yishun, and this shot was taken when the bus was only at Farrer Road can?! Still got how far more? My goodness can? Sheesh...so disgusting...Here's the next shot...

This picture sorta speaks for itself doesn't it? I mean, 'nuff said man. Sheesh...I really wonder sometimes...just wonder and it never ceases to amaze me...太神奇了！！！

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Well, that brings me to the of this post...tomorrow I am going to go gym(need to be fit! too fat liao), and then maybe jalan-jalan around town, and probably meet Vincent in town I guess...his iPod Nano 坏 already! So sad can? 两天而已 leh...talk about shitty man. But then again, I have already changed my iPod Shuffle twice already man...that makes it my THIRD Shuffle. I think deciding to live the life of a Apple user is one fraught with many trips to the AppleCentre at Wheelock Place, and while your gadget gets fixed, you get tempted by all the other 'chio' stuff there...that is why I have yet to let myself fall into the trap of the ever beautiful and 'chio' Apple goddess... OH! Do not forget, you end up having to head all the way down to Yio Chu Kang to collect your fixed device, which is not fun at all if you live in Hougang or some other obscure part of Singapore...

To the rest of the world who has yet to complete their exams...ALL THE BEST! 加油！！！ GO GO GO!!! ^_^

The JS Indisgestion.

I am supremely jubilant today. I have finished one of my most hated exams and am so glad that I can finally say good riddance to the bloody thing. (Of course, 'bloody' is a very tame form of diction that I have chosen to employ. A more fitting form would run along the lines of 'fucked-up', 'KNNCCB', 'intellectually inept and handicapped'...aiyah, the list is endless...I really cannot stop expounding on it's many failings, so don't even get me started)

Anyway, doing the examination revealed to me many things. For example, I never studied for the silly thing, and contrary to my friend's philosophy (that we should work doubly hard for subjects we dislike because they will affect our CAP score if we do badly), I just cannot muster the vigour to actually start doing the freaking readings. For me, no passion/interest = no study/effort/work etc. Anyway, I found the paper extremely poorly constructed, and it generally epitomised rote learning...yucks! *balks*

Tomorrow is my last day of exams, and though I have two papers on the same day, both are modules I generally enjoy and will definitely have more interest and drive to actually do well for them. As such (considering the JS module now reeks of a C-), I should not be expecting too great a CAP score this semester. Of course all my friends tell me otherwise (and I sincerely thank all of you for that *hugz*), but I did the papers, and I know how well I did. Now the only thing that can save me is the power of the bell curve. Will I line the bottom of this bird cage of an institute of higher learning (which I still insist on calling SCHOOL, despite objections from various people), or will I actually be able to hover at mid-cage range? I do not know. I will only know my results nearing X'mas week...so until then, I will enjoy the wait...sorta... *grinz*

On a happier note, my aunt (with husband and child in tow) will be arriving in Singapore soon! So exciting! Can't wait to see this mixed-blood baby cousin of mine...next time grow up confirm damn handsome wan...heehee... Very excited to see them! Can't WAIT! ^_^

Whew...I feel sufficiently purged of the evil taint (which is JS), and am empowered and invigorated to continue forging down this road of examinations...haha...will blog soon again...yay! Hahaha...

PS: I mentioned to Xinwei that I will hex the JS purporters of their bloody module such that the female one will actually start speaking PROPER ENGLISH, the 'ang moh' one to actually STOP sweating like a pig, and lastly, the Japanese one to GROW HAIR on his head!
(okay, the last one doesn't seem like a real hex, but I don't care lah...he was the most bearable of the three...SORTA...)

WOW...that was a truckload of vindictiveness man...can everyone feel the HATE?!?!?! Hahahaha
(the above section maybe be removed by the site adminstrator at anytime...though he seriously doubts he will)

Michael Buble - The More I See You

The more I see you

The more I want you

Somehow this feeling

Just grows and grows

With every sigh I become

More mad about you

More lost without you

And so it goes

Can you imagine

How much I love you

The more I see you

As years go by

I know the only one for me

Can only be you

My arms won’t free you

And my heart won’t try

Each time I look at you

Is like the first time

Each time you’re near me

The thrill is new

And there is not a single thing

I wouldn’t do for

The rare delight of the sight of you

And there is not one single thing

I wouldn’t do for

The rare delight of the sight of you

And the more I see you

The more I see you

The more I see you

The more I see you

The more I see you

The more I see you

The more I see you

The more I see you

And the more I see you

The more I see you

The more I see you

The more I see you

The more I see you

Everyday

multiply.com

Today, my friend Vincent showed me multiply.com! I was quite amazed. I had received invitations before, but I could not be bothered, then today then I realised that it's actually quite cool...anyway, to all my friends who have a multiply accounts, add me ok?

http://kierun84.multiply.com

my eyes are closing...how? how?

In Central Library now...not studying sia...haiz...

ZzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

^_^

not too bad, not too bad...

Today was an okay day! I'm in school now...Central Library, Level 6..hahaha... I made progress with my revision. I mean if I compare it to my more 'lustrous' friends, I may not have done much, but I'm beginning to feel abit more of the so-called 'steam'...I think that's what they call it. Hopefully I am moving faster than this little guy you see here...I took a picture of it this morning as it just happened to be where I was lah...

It reminded me of a story one of my friends told me about this gigantic snail he saw near his hostel...haha...well, here's my snail..not as big I am sure (cos my friend swore that the one he saw could be sold for a lot of money or something like that...haha)

Anyway, today was not a bad day for me...feeling better about the exams and my revision and others sections of my personal life as well. ^_^

Everyone jia you okay?!?! No time to move at snail speed liao...must be faster, FASTER! Go go go!!!

holding me...

This song is for all the people in my life who have
held me up,
held me down,
held me close,
held me secretly,
held me openly,
held me lovingly,
.
.
.
basically, all of you who have HELD me...

Thank you.

Thank you for walking with me.
I will walk with you, if you so allow, and request the same of me.

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Walk With You - Della Reese & The Verity All-Stars
(Theme from the Touched by an Angel television series)

When you walk down the road
Heavy burden, heavy load
I will rise and I will walk with you

When you walk through the night
And you feel like you wanna just give up, give up, give up on the fight
I will come and I will walk with you

Walk with you
Until the sun don't even shine
Walk with you
I'll be there all the time I tell you
I'll walk with you
See you through

When you walk from this place
And you gotta go to meet him, it's time to meet Him face to face
Take my hand and I will walk with you

Oh, oh walk with you
Till the clouds fade away
I tell you I 'll walk with you
Each and every day
Oh yes I'll walk with you

Oh, oh oh when nobody cares
I'll be right there by your side
If all your hope is lost
I'm the one that's gonna help you see the light
Just look into my eyes
Please know you're not alone
I'm here, I'm here by your side

Walk with you
Walk with you
Walk with you
I'll be there all the time, I'm gonna walk with you
Walk with you
I'll be there until the clouds just fade away
Walk with you
I'll be there every day, every day, every day, every day
Walk with you
I'll be with you all the while
Walk with you
Be right there through the longest mile

Walk with you I will walk with you yes I will, yes I will, yes I will, I will
Walk with you
I will walk with you
I tell you I'll be there and I will
Walk with you
Believe me I'll be there and I'll walk with you, yes I will

starting today...sheesh...

starting only today...

dunno whether too late or not...

haiz...

should shoot myself lah...

PS: For a laugh, go read this. It's really good...

a bit better today... ^_^

Not too bad...I'm feeling a little better this morning. Though it is cold outside, but I think my battle with the fever is turning in my favour. Still mustn't get complacent though...fight it all the way! Wahaha.

I got a msg from my CO yesterday...Perry (here he is...excellent boss, he)...heh. He was thanking me for my testimonial on Friendster. How cool is he right? Who ever heard of a CO who has Friendster? Wahaha...anyway, I was really surprised to hear from him. And I realised that he has an excellent memory. He actually remembered the time he called me by another name, and how disappointed I was. My upperstudy was called Jinxian u see, so if you flip the letters around, that sorta gives you my name, Xing Jian. He said he remembered how disappointed my face was when he called me by the wrong name. Come to think of it, I think I was really disappointed.

Haha...imagine your boss, who you've worked for for quite awhile call u wrongly? Or worse, one of your closest friends calling you by another name...damn sad right? Haha..anyway, it was nice knowing I made his day lah...glad to make him happy...he'll always be my CO. Haha...(eee, so feeling-feeling hor?)

Anyway, quite pleased with myself this morning. I got up, ate breakfast and watched cartoons, and then finished my JS project editing. The stupid IVLE refused to let me upload though, so I had to email the files to my groupmates lor...annoyed with the NUS server lah. Wargh! I think today I will go and study with Jason, or head do to Lido to support Bronson, or go home and build my Faerie deck, or have dinner with Mom...or maybe...just maybe, if I plan my time well, I can do ALL of the above! Hahaha!

See all the pretty faeries? Haha...they'll whack your head in before u can say "Pixie Dust!"

We'll see how lah...I think today should be a better day. Hope everyone who is feeling sick, will take care of themselves and rest up ok? ^_^ Drink lotsa water and battle the fever with rest! Those of you who know your friends are sick, send them an SMS to cheer them up ok? Don't be stingy! Hahaha...byebye peeps!

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I am going to rant and rave now...please forgive me...

I just don't like being sick lah. I have been at home the entire day, running through toilet paper rolls like nobody's business (I think I killed a couple of trees today, including last night's toilet paper roll too). Sniffling, blowing my nose, chafing the skin around my nostrils, rubbing it raw can?!

I'm having one of those, 'why-can't-Mom-just-come-and-make-everything-better' flashes, and I know I shouldn't cos I'm a big boy liao! But just feeling damn lousy lah...for those of you who play Magic: The Gathering, it's like being tapped down by Icy Manipulator. Or kenna Stasis + Kismet lock...shit man. I hate it. Can't do anything except to draw cards, and say, "Go."

My dearest friend, Jason (u see him as ~mugging jason~ in my tagboard) insists that I am lovesick...well, maybe he's right...but...I'm not telling any of you people! Haha! ^_^ Go away, only a select few know, so if you dunno, then u dunno lor...DON"T KAYPO (slang for "busybody")

I am waiting for my online JS conference to start...need to finalise the project...sighz. Tomorrow, I still need to go for tuition can? Sheesh. Sooo not looking forward to it. Hope I don't give the kid anything, if not, wait he kenna illness from me, then die how? Maybe I should call to cancel? That would be the responsible thing to do right? No point giving him any sickness right? Bad for everyone mah. I think I should cancel...though I really did want to pass my bug to him...wahaha... (okay, that was evil Xing Jian speaking, he's been abit more active of late...the bug loosens my hold on evil me..sorry about that.)

ARGH! There some idiot smoking! I can smell the smoke...must be my farking neighbour from downstairs or something! ARGH! Save me! I hate cigarette smoke! Ugh...dying already...make my already fucked up nose feel more shitty...wargh!

I just want a comforting word, a gesture of affection, an action of sweetness....if these constitute lovesickness, then I guess yah lor...I prolly am lah...sighz... :(

Exams are around the corner, and am feeling like that...I seriously need to put the unimportant things aside man. Sheesh. Hope I feel better tmr...bloody whatever's inside making feel this way...(referring to both virus and feelings for that person....WARGH!)

*sobz* bored to tears... ...

Level Up already...sighz

My sickness leveled up already. I am now at Stage 2 of my transformation. My mucus, as of this morning, is GREEN! Ugh...I guess, that's good, cos that means I should heal by the exams.

So for now, I just need to focus on light foods, and lotsa water. Haiz, I've been seeing this pattern my ENTIRE life, and yet I allow it to perpetuate. It's terrible lah...so unconsicous..sheesh.

Anyway, no more! I better start doing the disciplined thing and start making my life healthy again! You know lah, drink water, sleep enough, eat well, exercise..blah blah blah...that kinda thing (all the BASIC things which most of us don't do) lor...Haiz...

haiz...angry, frustrated, sianz...

I can't get to sleep!

My nose won't let me! It's running and at breakneck speed can?!

Wargh!

Damnit! Tmr how? I was supposed to go to gym, but I can't even get to sleep lor...sheesh.

Damn irritated now...

:(

monitor spoil, sore throat, never study enough

My day started off okay at first. I went for a rehearsal at Sheraton Towers, where my fren Dean will be having his military wedding! I am one of the sword bearers lor...so exciting sia...haha. I never do sword drills before leh, I had a lot of fun. Met up with Weiquan, Kevin, Guanzhen, Jeffrey and George! Really miss them so much, and did not really realise it until I saw them lah. Haha... In the pic, is the groom and myself, in No. 1 dress sans headdress. Brings back memories wearing it. I think I look a little fat though...but everyone says no leh...but somehow, I am inclined to distrust them....hahaha ^_^

The ceremony is not that difficult to remember, only problem is that need to hold the sword up for an extended period of time lor, so quite 'siong' (Hokkien word, adapted into an SAF slang for 'tough', 'very difficult and taxing'). I get to wear SAF No. 1 dress again! One of those rare occasions lah, so must take plenty of pictures...and this time, I get to wear it with my Guards beret leh! Exciting sia! Heehee....

Anyway, when I got home, I realised that my monitor is spoilt! I dunno why, but it just refuse to turn on. My PC is on standby mah, so that means just shake the mouse a little and all should be well...but no...the stupid thing just kept dying on me. Now I am relegated to using my laptop until I get a new monitor...I wonder if Mom will want to sponsor me or not...heehee.

I'm also sick can?! It started yesterday...I had a vodka lime (courtesy of my dearest LG), and I thought it was that that caused my throat to feel so scratchy and sore...but actually no lor...it really was that I was getting sick. Haiz, so now I have sore throat and a nose full of mucus (that is threatening to turn green/yellow), and I hate that feeling.

I think it didn't help that I was studying (okay, we weren't really studying, but we still have fun I guess...mwahaha..watched a movie and chit-chat is always fun) in an enclosed environment with a friend who was sick as well. Now I don't have any mood to study, and there are still things that are outstanding that need to be done. Haiz...

Well, I think I will end off here now...so yeah. My poor lappie will have to do a lot of work today...the poor thing...

*cough cough*

haiz...got my Philo paper back liao...

I did not get the grade I wanted...19/25!

Sighz...I thought I would be able to pull of an 20+ score, but I guess now. Reading my tutors comments, I realised where all the shortcomings were lah...

Some of them I actually managed to spot mah, but I was thinking that got no space to include..maybe I should've just fucked the page limit and just write first. Haiz, ah well, it's an improvement of 1 mark...sianz

Need to jiayou for the final exams I guess...sianz...

general unhappiness, overall frustration, monumentous annoyance

I am all the above today. In a shitty space...I don't know how to move liao...how? Wargh!

Angry, frustrated, annoyed...why me? :(

thanks! my LG... ^_^

hey LG! thanks for talking to me tonight...i really enjoyed it.

thanks for not changing anything...

luv ya...sorry for the pimples (which u already have anyway, but u're still great to me yah?)

hahaha...if u're reading this, u know who u are yah?

The exams are around the corner!

Good morning everyone! Exams are coming already! So scary! My first exams after such long time...exciting sia...hope nothing too terrible happens..hahaha. Anyway, jus did another one of them quizzes. I think this one's a little silly...they always ask weird questions like "What is the colour of you inner/outer aura?" WTF?!?! Doesn't make sense at all. I mean I understand the concept of auras slightly, and you won't know ur colour until u get it checked, or someone who can see it tells you lor...haiz.. Then the disclaimer also says it's for girls only?! I think most girls also dunno what the questions are asking about lor.

Try this one: "What colour do you see the world in?" Mish was doing the "what kind of eyes are you" test, and she was like "Huh?!" Hahaha

Anyway, after struggling through all the questions, I get a result that is actually quite accurate. Hahaha. The picture is quite nice also lah. But I think from now on, I will only do these silly quizzes when I am TRULY bored. Hahaha..

Your true angel is Helpful. You can't help it, but
you love helping people and things, as if it's
your job. You're very nice, that's why you have
lots of friends!

Your Unknown Angel Inside
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Anyway, I am off to school to study liao...bye everyone! Let the mugging begin! Need to catch up with me readings first! Mwahahaha! Gambatte! Jiayou! ^_^