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I am going to rant and rave now...please forgive me...

I just don't like being sick lah. I have been at home the entire day, running through toilet paper rolls like nobody's business (I think I killed a couple of trees today, including last night's toilet paper roll too). Sniffling, blowing my nose, chafing the skin around my nostrils, rubbing it raw can?!

I'm having one of those, 'why-can't-Mom-just-come-and-make-everything-better' flashes, and I know I shouldn't cos I'm a big boy liao! But just feeling damn lousy lah...for those of you who play Magic: The Gathering, it's like being tapped down by Icy Manipulator. Or kenna Stasis + Kismet lock...shit man. I hate it. Can't do anything except to draw cards, and say, "Go."

My dearest friend, Jason (u see him as ~mugging jason~ in my tagboard) insists that I am lovesick...well, maybe he's right...but...I'm not telling any of you people! Haha! ^_^ Go away, only a select few know, so if you dunno, then u dunno lor...DON"T KAYPO (slang for "busybody")

I am waiting for my online JS conference to start...need to finalise the project...sighz. Tomorrow, I still need to go for tuition can? Sheesh. Sooo not looking forward to it. Hope I don't give the kid anything, if not, wait he kenna illness from me, then die how? Maybe I should call to cancel? That would be the responsible thing to do right? No point giving him any sickness right? Bad for everyone mah. I think I should cancel...though I really did want to pass my bug to him...wahaha... (okay, that was evil Xing Jian speaking, he's been abit more active of late...the bug loosens my hold on evil me..sorry about that.)

ARGH! There some idiot smoking! I can smell the smoke...must be my farking neighbour from downstairs or something! ARGH! Save me! I hate cigarette smoke! Ugh...dying already...make my already fucked up nose feel more shitty...wargh!

I just want a comforting word, a gesture of affection, an action of sweetness....if these constitute lovesickness, then I guess yah lor...I prolly am lah...sighz... :(

Exams are around the corner, and am feeling like that...I seriously need to put the unimportant things aside man. Sheesh. Hope I feel better tmr...bloody whatever's inside making feel this way...(referring to both virus and feelings for that person....WARGH!)

*sobz* bored to tears... ...