I don't really know what to feel right now...I just know that it was a difficult choice, and I don't think anyone would every truly understand.
And it really sucks that I have to choose, but sometimes, it really comes down to that. There are times when I wish for so many things, and today I am just suddenly so clear about why certain things are more important than others. I just want to use this lesson to remind me of the bigger reason behind all this shit, and how it's very important for me to use whatever energy I have to drive myself to greater heights.
How to differentiate between the 'self' and everything and everyone else?
Gosh...it's just sooo tough sometimes. It really is.
Right now, I don't even know what I am really feeling, and yet at the same time, I know EXACTLY what I am feeling... not sure if anyone understands what I am talking about, but well, good if you do, and happy waiting, if you don't.
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