but can't...
I read this off some guy's blog...quite interesting...those who wanna do it as a 'Meme'/Tag kinda post can go ahead. ^_^
(I'm bored also lah...that's why doing this at 2+ am in the morning)
1. I really wish I had gotten to know you when you were still single...things may have been different. I still feel we are SOOO right for each other...bleah.
2. I think I will be able to do 'date-ish' things with you in about...say...a month or so? Should be around that time frame bah? Give us some time...we'll be able to get there...I mean, I will be able to get there. ^_^ Btw, thank you for liking me back...you were the first one to ever do that... =)
3. I don't want to confront you because I know that if I do...not only will you not survive the encounter, the circle of friends will...umm...sorta (or may) blow up into little pieces and fly into the stratosphere. Until you become 3-dimensional (currently you are a 1-1.5 dimensional, lost, and parasitic person), I don't think I can accept you as a friend. Let's keep up the the plastic shenanigans! Gambatte ne! *fake smile*
4. I wish you were not as reclusive as you are right now...we're all still your friends you know?
5. Oei! We haven't go out for so long already leh...you still want this friend or not har? Mei you yong! I really do miss you terribly...it's been so long...sometimes I begin to 'hu si luan xiang'...which is NOT good. =(
6. I don't understand how everything can be right under your nose, and you TOTALLY do not see anything. You are so blur it's amazing...but then again, you are preoccupied with your own things. Maybe one day I will share everything with you when things are in the clear (or 'safe') and you can look back it all, and be terribly surprised, and kick yourself a few times for not noticing the obvious. Hah!
7. I is NOT liking you...FUCK OFF ALREADY! I reject!
8. Thank you for standing with me always, and always showing me your drive and spirit. We are all not perfect, but you trying to be as perfect as you can be in that area of your life always inspires me. I will strive to be as perfect as I can, and I can only hope that I can light your fire as much as you light mine. Thank you so much. =)
9. I am so sorry to say that your suspicions were actually true. However, you don't have to worry...cause what I secretly desire will never come to pass for she has made it clear that it is impossible. Sigh...sorry for taking so much glee in causing you so much trouble. I must say that I did it in spite and full knowledge that it would hurt you that way, even though I didn't even know you at that time. I is evil.
10. I am really glad that you know and that I can share so many things with you. I realised that I am so lucky to have you, and the only thing stopping me from telling you all this is my fucking pride. I shall build a bit of courage to tell you soon. I am actually very proud of you you know...and yes, I will always allow you to throw me (as long as you don't break anything). ^_^
**Disclaimer: Do note that I personally advocate speaking of one's mind, and being frank with those around you. However, do note that you have to be responsible for all that you say, and all that you don't say. Don't go rocking somebody else's world, unless you are ready to take full responsibility for your words (and their effects).
The hardest people to tell are those you love, and hold dearest to you. These are the ones that you have to protect and keep safe. You have great power...remember what Uncle Ben said to Peter Parker...bleah
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