A Muppet Speaks

Been an amazing week. Rollercoaster again...

I am so glad that you sat next to me the entire way. ^_^ I know I will not lose you, but I sure as hell will miss you. Whatever it is...thank you for always being there. It was there and we never really saw it for what it was...in hindsight, even as we recognise it for what it is now, and what it could be, we know it cannot be. I already tried...I have said so many things that I usually would not say (these things, the socially/ethically/morally correct XJ would never say, let alone suggest) or ask of you, but I know when you say cannot, I know why 不可以。

Each and everyone of them was different, but I know that deep down, you were truly special. Why? Simply because it FELT different, and my heart doesn't lie...I'm not saying I talk to my heart very often, but I dare say I talk to it more often than not. ^_^

Spent the morning listening to sappy songs...and the following lyrics jumped out at me:

"...i know it's been said
many times many ways
but it's never come from a deeper place..."

"...i may not be beside you every day
i may run out of tender words to say
can't promise you the world
when all i have is love
only love

i may not be the one you're thinking of
i may not fit your perfect dreams of love
one thing i know for sure
and you can rest assure
my love is always yours..."

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I Can Love You Easy

we've been connected all this time
by an invisible string attached from your heart to mine
we circle the obvious like satellites that roam around the earth
no, i'm never gonna let you go

i can love you easy if you give me the chance
suddenly we feel so close and it happened so fast
let's take tonight
this heart can't lie, believe me
baby i can love you easy

i hear you speak and it's like a song
the funny thing is i think we both knew it all along
we circle each other just like children in a crowded carousel
oh, it's a story we have to tell

i can love you easy if you give me the chance
suddenly we feel so close and it happened so fast
let's take tonight
this heart can't lie, believe me
baby i can love you easy

we got so used to thinking that one is always far
love has a way of knowing exactly where you are

i can love you easy if you give me the chance
suddenly we feel so close and it happened so fast
let's take tonight
this heart can't lie, believe me
baby i can love you
baby i can love you
baby i can love you easy