Let me say my thanks first...
1. Thank you Kit Loong for the lovely dinner at that obscure, but-oh-so-good restaurant on Sunday.
2. Thanks Desmond Z and Jiehao for the cap! I think my cap collection is growing..slowly but surely.
3. Thanks for all the well-wishes from my friends, especially those who MSN-ed/SMS-ed at exactly 0000hrs on 3rd April. Haha...
I'm now 22...pretty uneventful birthday I guess. I mean I also can't be bothered to plan anything, so I guess I can't expect much. Somemore it's exam period, so everyone is busy and all that. Maybe because I did not do anything that's why I feeling a little gloomy?
Don't know lah...feeling a bit emotional now...and not the good kinda emotional. I guess I spent most of my birthday thinking alot about things, and I realised that I'm not in the best of places. Really don't know what to do about where I am right now...can't say I hate it, but can't say I love it either.
It's one of those love-to-hate, hate-to-love kinda situations...and to top it all off, I know for a fact that it was MY CHOICE somemore. I guess I've to live with it for now...and see how things go. I know for a fact that I can never let it go, since I've chosen to keep it by me...it'll be part of me forever...or at least until I die.
I just feel like letting out this gigantic SIGH...really, that's what I wanna do...just a big SIGH.
Losing my consciousness...losing the battle to hold onto it...all that I've worked for...slowly slipping away...why am I feeling like this? Save me?
Gd night...
unhappy
I am
(PS: umm, try not to ask me what's wrong? I may or may not tell you depending on who you are...so if I don't, please don't feel offended ok? it's one of those, "I-just-can't-say" kinda things..nothing against you.)
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