Product of alchemy made with heart of hardened fear. I required the youthful resolve in you, bounded with my necronimous energy. Over envious foes are watching us, reassessing & resting. With every calculated step we close in on the 'Languid Acolyte'. The skirt lacks a large killing force. Kinetic drive levels show definitive improvement. Tenuous forays regarding 'shrapnel' missiles were sometimes met by Shield Auras, Serial Bursts and 'Flect Amidas'.
The Valkyrie Ckirt has apposing furces within its wicious strikes. Thise forces cause lotational drift and may end up damaging the Valkirie Skirt permanently. These apposing forces can be rectified with the fjsionic compund, Zumdahlium.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Monday, November 20, 2006
Mae! Sode no Shirayuki. {舞え! 袖の白雪.}
I'm a bit crazy today! I declare this week...
Kuchiki Rukia Week!!!
She's not my favourite character from Bleach, but I was surfing deviantart today (yeah, yeah, I should've been studying), and I found so many nice pictures of her! Those deviantart members rock man! She still hasn't revealed her zanpakutō in the anime lor...I wanna see! Well, at least followers of the manga have already seen it in it's full shikai glory. Sighz... *jealous pout*
In the meantime, some artitsts' impressions of the beautiful babe of the week!
Rukia's zanpakutō after shikai.
(command : Mae! Sode no Shirayuki. {舞え! 袖の白雪.})
One of her attacks, an artist's impression.
tsugi no mai, hakuren (次の舞、白漣, lit. Next Dance, White Ripple)
An artist's impression of her bankai!
(She's in half-hollow form I think)
Kuchiki Rukia Week!!!
She's not my favourite character from Bleach, but I was surfing deviantart today (yeah, yeah, I should've been studying), and I found so many nice pictures of her! Those deviantart members rock man! She still hasn't revealed her zanpakutō in the anime lor...I wanna see! Well, at least followers of the manga have already seen it in it's full shikai glory. Sighz... *jealous pout*
In the meantime, some artitsts' impressions of the beautiful babe of the week!
Rukia's zanpakutō after shikai.
(command : Mae! Sode no Shirayuki. {舞え! 袖の白雪.})
One of her attacks, an artist's impression.
tsugi no mai, hakuren (次の舞、白漣, lit. Next Dance, White Ripple)
An artist's impression of her bankai!(She's in half-hollow form I think)
This week is going to be all dedicated to her! So fun! Still got to study for exams though, so I guess I will leave these pictures of her up here for awhile. ^_^ I can't wait for the exams to be over, so that I can concentrate on other things. Like my upcoming projects, and my friends, and my family! Holidays are coming soon! Cheer up!
Pictures courtesy of www.deviantart.com
Information courtesy of www.wikipedia.com
Pictures courtesy of www.deviantart.com
Information courtesy of www.wikipedia.com
Meals!
My last meal at The Deck, which is now closed for renovation. Yong Tau Foo in Laksa gravy...SHIOK! I will miss this dearly...
My first meal in NUS after The Deck closed. Teriyaki chicken with Fragrant Garlic Rice on a Hot Plate.I will miss the food at The Deck. Closed for ONE WHOLE YEAR leh...what will I eat man...fortunately there's still Business, Engineering and Science. Not to mention the Gecko and YIH. Bugger bugger bugger...I want my Arts Canteen back! Boohoo!
Indecisive Manoeuver
tingly-winglies and fuzzy-wuzzies within human souls
awash with sensations, skin aglow
starry skies and dim lamplight
lacing digits, tip to palm
proclamations of old repeated once more
ancient desires evoked this night
slipping control and tripping vigilance
allowed them to seep through those cracks in your heart
the residue, platonic
the procedure, cacophonic and painful
the news, abrupt and derailing
the beginning, wonderful, almost magical
awash with sensations, skin aglow
starry skies and dim lamplight
lacing digits, tip to palm
proclamations of old repeated once more
ancient desires evoked this night
slipping control and tripping vigilance
allowed them to seep through those cracks in your heart
the residue, platonic
the procedure, cacophonic and painful
the news, abrupt and derailing
the beginning, wonderful, almost magical
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Gray / Dijon / Gray
I received the nicest surprise yesterday! As SOME of you might know (if you bother to pay attention to my incessant whining and pick up on some key points), I've been hankering after a Timbuk2 bag for like...umm...20 million years? LOL. Well, guess what? I finally have one! Some of my friends got together and started a "Help Xing Jian get a Timbuk2 Bag Fund"...sweet right?
The last time someone did something like this for me was when I was in JC, and this friend of mine went around to everyone (almost 20 people I think..a lot hor? so much effort...) who knew me to ask for contributions to this MP3 player I was eyeing...my first MP3 player ever. Heh...brings back memories. A lot of ressonance...hahaha. So a big thank you to the following people:
Koustav (You're FABULOUS! 100 points for you!)
Lionel (Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!)
Matt (thanks for the card as well...really made my day ^_^)
Hongxuan (what can I say? *bleah* =j)
Leonard (你是我的超人！！！）
Daniel (你是丹/蛋/弹? lub you!)
Vincent (The MASTERMIND...thank you so much for this! 真的很感动!)
Lionel (Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!)
Matt (thanks for the card as well...really made my day ^_^)
Hongxuan (what can I say? *bleah* =j)
Leonard (你是我的超人！！！）
Daniel (你是丹/蛋/弹? lub you!)
Vincent (The MASTERMIND...thank you so much for this! 真的很感动!)
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Fucking VISA card!
save your face save your face
hurt your friends hurt your friends
injure your friends to embolden your mien
terrible judgement i exercised
hideous soul within a deceptive facade
epitome of evil
always proper and always correct
Devil's spawn! That's what you are!
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hurt your friends hurt your friends
injure your friends to embolden your mien
terrible judgement i exercised
hideous soul within a deceptive facade
epitome of evil
always proper and always correct
Devil's spawn! That's what you are!
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I erred in judgement, I must admit. Why must you give me cause to reassess my committment? Is your face so important to you that you'd say such hurtful things? I have to avoid you because I can't confront you. And trust me, there is more at stake than your fucking FACE!
Rainbow Pandas!
============================Yummy panda treats
All given by someone sweet
Rohai is my friend!
============================
Not my best haiku, but I guess it will do...thanks Rohai!
randomness...
they appear everywhere and all the time
and sometimes even out of thin air
nebulous yet concrete, they baffle
Xanadu of my heart
invited guest I bid you come forth
now and forever a seat you shall have in my halls
goblet of drink I offer to sooth your parched lips
jovial jousting soon ensues
in the dead of night
atop yonder mound
ne'er anywhere else
instantaneous flight
slow falling emotion
Hecate jeers as Hestia sighs
Eros wonders if he did wrong
as Aphrodite chides him with playful song
Lyrical nymphs and horny satyrs
incense each other with hymn and banter
newly built with Hippocratic intent and
galvanised with Asclepius' blessing
=================================================
and sometimes even out of thin air
nebulous yet concrete, they baffle
Xanadu of my heart
invited guest I bid you come forth
now and forever a seat you shall have in my halls
goblet of drink I offer to sooth your parched lips
jovial jousting soon ensues
in the dead of night
atop yonder mound
ne'er anywhere else
instantaneous flight
slow falling emotion
Hecate jeers as Hestia sighs
Eros wonders if he did wrong
as Aphrodite chides him with playful song
Lyrical nymphs and horny satyrs
incense each other with hymn and banter
newly built with Hippocratic intent and
galvanised with Asclepius' blessing
=================================================
Step Up wasn't great. Sighz...$$$ wasted. Ah well, at least the company was good, so that wasn't too bad. I don't why I am blogging now...guess I am just bored I think. I have a feeling this poetry thing may stick around for quite awhile. Heh...well, writing can be quite fun, as long as you have some purpose I guess...so therapeutic! ^_^
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
今天就用华语讲吧……
这个星期真的很不高兴。 被人摔的感觉真的很痛苦。 当初我还以为我们真的可以尝试这段感情到底能不能够有所发展。 不到两个星期，就吹了。如果当初你还是对别人有感情，那当我对你表示有兴趣时，你应该有所拒绝不是吗？
你不但接受了我的“追求”， 还对我说你也喜欢我……你叫我怎么不心动呢？你自己的内心挣扎，真的“害”了我， 让我吃尽了不少苦头。到现在，我还在尝试忘掉我们俩儿相处的时刻。 那时真得很甜美，即使现在想起，我脸上还是会轻轻的微笑起来。
这两天里，我不知道哭了几次。 我还对要好的朋友发脾气。。。哎，真的很对不起。我很庆幸有这么多好朋友支持着我。 如果没有他们，我早就完蛋了。我其实很担心他。不知道他有没有跟我一样难受？如果有的话，不知道他有没有朋友照顾他。有时侯，我很想打电话给他，但我又不敢。 我怕听见他的声音，我就会伤心难过。
有些朋友说，我们只认识两个星期，没什么大不了。有的朋友说，时间不是关键，而是两人之间的感情比较重要。我觉得有一位说得最有理……那就是在目前先应付考试，在考试过后，如果发现自己对他还是有感情，再来做打算。这应该是我的朋友们中所说的话，说得最有道理的了。
我不知道这算不算“爱”……可能是吧……
哎，别想太多了，先应付考试吧。
谢谢大家对我的爱，关怀， 以及照顾。
（1）谢谢，宏轩接我凌晨三点打给他的电话。
（2）谢谢，伟权和启聪 对我无微不至的照顾。
（2）谢谢，炜泉寄给我的可爱电邮让我开怀大笑。
PS: I took one hour to type this...Chinese is tough to type man...somemore my 汉语拼音 is so rusty. And kudos to Aeron & Hongxuan for their editing! I couldn't have done it without them.
你不但接受了我的“追求”， 还对我说你也喜欢我……你叫我怎么不心动呢？你自己的内心挣扎，真的“害”了我， 让我吃尽了不少苦头。到现在，我还在尝试忘掉我们俩儿相处的时刻。 那时真得很甜美，即使现在想起，我脸上还是会轻轻的微笑起来。
这两天里，我不知道哭了几次。 我还对要好的朋友发脾气。。。哎，真的很对不起。我很庆幸有这么多好朋友支持着我。 如果没有他们，我早就完蛋了。我其实很担心他。不知道他有没有跟我一样难受？如果有的话，不知道他有没有朋友照顾他。有时侯，我很想打电话给他，但我又不敢。 我怕听见他的声音，我就会伤心难过。
有些朋友说，我们只认识两个星期，没什么大不了。有的朋友说，时间不是关键，而是两人之间的感情比较重要。我觉得有一位说得最有理……那就是在目前先应付考试，在考试过后，如果发现自己对他还是有感情，再来做打算。这应该是我的朋友们中所说的话，说得最有道理的了。
我不知道这算不算“爱”……可能是吧……
哎，别想太多了，先应付考试吧。
谢谢大家对我的爱，关怀， 以及照顾。
（1）谢谢，宏轩接我凌晨三点打给他的电话。
（2）谢谢，伟权和启聪 对我无微不至的照顾。
（2）谢谢，炜泉寄给我的可爱电邮让我开怀大笑。
PS: I took one hour to type this...Chinese is tough to type man...somemore my 汉语拼音 is so rusty. And kudos to Aeron & Hongxuan for their editing! I couldn't have done it without them.
For Weixiong
Don't worry yourself over this,
It changes not what we have.
I promise I will not run from you,
I only need a reprieve from it all.
Take heart, for I shall return.
Ready to explore again
from where we left off.
Think not of the negatives
Think not of the positives
Think only of what must be done
To sooth your troubled heart.
Always speak truly and plainly
Give me time
Give me space
I will return to you.
Fret not my friend.
Rest well.
Good night.
It changes not what we have.
I promise I will not run from you,
I only need a reprieve from it all.
Take heart, for I shall return.
Ready to explore again
from where we left off.
Think not of the negatives
Think not of the positives
Think only of what must be done
To sooth your troubled heart.
Always speak truly and plainly
Give me time
Give me space
I will return to you.
Fret not my friend.
Rest well.
Good night.
Monday, November 13, 2006
Stupid People
It's amazing how stupid people can get. I was in class waiting for my lecturer to come in to administer the dreaded Phonology which I almost did not study for. It was really nerve-wracking knowing that I was totally not prepared for it at all. I mean, I read a little, but last night was really not a good night for me.
Came back late from birthday party (thank you Gerald so much for driving! I owe you! 2047!), tried to study, and then realising that I won't be eating pomegranates anymore. Sianz...
So, back to the story. So the phonology students were sitting in the class, and the first thing we noticed was how many new faces there were in the class. It was almost scary... Was it possible that these people actually skipped EVERY SINGLE lesson during the semester? As typical Singaporeans, we just kept quiet of course, and whispered amongst ourselves. Even my friend who skips a considerable numbers of lectures was shocked to learn that there actually a possibility that there were people more power than her.
So Matt and I were like staring, and whispering also..about how irresponsible these students were. Then suddenly, one of the 'new faces' turned behind and asked me in a low whisper...
"Excuse me, is this the Philosophy class?"
I looked at him, and blinked once, twice..and then answered with a shit-eating grin on my face...
"NOOO...this is the PHONOLOGY class..."
The guy gave me an embarrassed look and informed his friend. They then got up and left the lecture. Keep in mind that this was after 15 minutes of Dr Bao running through the exam format for the PHONOLOGY paper, and explaining his expectations for the PHONOLOGY paper...gosh...it's pretty clear that these guys didn't attend their Philosophy class as well if they did not even recognise their lecturer...HAHAHA...
Anyway, the test did not go well at all, and I think my 20% is gone lah...better mug for the finals liao...60%. Still got chance to turn things around.
The pain is sinking in now...
Fucking hate it...so annoying...
(and yes, the same rules apply, please don't ask me what's wrong unless you want to incur my wrath. Seeya peeps!)
Came back late from birthday party (thank you Gerald so much for driving! I owe you! 2047!), tried to study, and then realising that I won't be eating pomegranates anymore. Sianz...
So, back to the story. So the phonology students were sitting in the class, and the first thing we noticed was how many new faces there were in the class. It was almost scary... Was it possible that these people actually skipped EVERY SINGLE lesson during the semester? As typical Singaporeans, we just kept quiet of course, and whispered amongst ourselves. Even my friend who skips a considerable numbers of lectures was shocked to learn that there actually a possibility that there were people more power than her.
So Matt and I were like staring, and whispering also..about how irresponsible these students were. Then suddenly, one of the 'new faces' turned behind and asked me in a low whisper...
"Excuse me, is this the Philosophy class?"
I looked at him, and blinked once, twice..and then answered with a shit-eating grin on my face...
"NOOO...this is the PHONOLOGY class..."
The guy gave me an embarrassed look and informed his friend. They then got up and left the lecture. Keep in mind that this was after 15 minutes of Dr Bao running through the exam format for the PHONOLOGY paper, and explaining his expectations for the PHONOLOGY paper...gosh...it's pretty clear that these guys didn't attend their Philosophy class as well if they did not even recognise their lecturer...HAHAHA...
Anyway, the test did not go well at all, and I think my 20% is gone lah...better mug for the finals liao...60%. Still got chance to turn things around.
The pain is sinking in now...
Fucking hate it...so annoying...
(and yes, the same rules apply, please don't ask me what's wrong unless you want to incur my wrath. Seeya peeps!)
Pomegranates
Two breakfasts and one that will never be.
Two suppers full of chatting and iced milk tea.
Bean curd that was finally tasted,
And pomegranates that never will be;
Such is the state of things.
Two strangers who met at the flea,
Gracious thanks I give to thee.
Uncertainty sprung forth from history,
Two weeks lost to four months, see?
Such is the state of things.
Three seeds of the food of my world you have taken,
So it seems you should stay.
However, as the bargain goes,
Only a quarter of your time will be given to me.
Fleeting was (and will be) the time spent together.
Two friends never destined to be lovers.
Such is the state of things.
The hurt I carry is so familiar,
Simply because IT IS similar.
When will I learn this important lesson?
Maybe when my blindness lessens.
Such is the state of things.
Of the things that remain,
Memories of...
Clever repartee and unique wisdom.
Cuddles and kisses and Springfield pants.
Interlocking fingers and lightly touching limbs.
[Breathe. Nuzzle. Bite.]
Burning so brightly and hotly they do,
Searing the very fabric of me.
Such is the state of things.
I'm glad we shared that bean curd...
Pity we may never share those pomegranates.
Such is the state of things.
PS:
I wish you wisdom in navigating your own armada.
I wish you success in conquering your own lands.
Two suppers full of chatting and iced milk tea.
Bean curd that was finally tasted,
And pomegranates that never will be;
Such is the state of things.
Two strangers who met at the flea,
Gracious thanks I give to thee.
Uncertainty sprung forth from history,
Two weeks lost to four months, see?
Such is the state of things.
Three seeds of the food of my world you have taken,
So it seems you should stay.
However, as the bargain goes,
Only a quarter of your time will be given to me.
Fleeting was (and will be) the time spent together.
Two friends never destined to be lovers.
Such is the state of things.
The hurt I carry is so familiar,
Simply because IT IS similar.
When will I learn this important lesson?
Maybe when my blindness lessens.
Such is the state of things.
Of the things that remain,
Memories of...
Clever repartee and unique wisdom.
Cuddles and kisses and Springfield pants.
Interlocking fingers and lightly touching limbs.
[Breathe. Nuzzle. Bite.]
Burning so brightly and hotly they do,
Searing the very fabric of me.
Such is the state of things.
I'm glad we shared that bean curd...
Pity we may never share those pomegranates.
Such is the state of things.
PS:
I wish you wisdom in navigating your own armada.
I wish you success in conquering your own lands.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Headache...
Gym.
Breakfast.
Failed attempts at study.
Birthday party in the East.
Cramming and hoping.
Test tomorrow.
Wishing for cuddles...
Breakfast.
Failed attempts at study.
Birthday party in the East.
Cramming and hoping.
Test tomorrow.
Wishing for cuddles...
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Friday, November 10, 2006
My Shirt!
I was wearing a red, striped polo today. Quite nice, I was feeling all red, and bright and prosperous. Then I was in the library getting myself a coffee.
Then I met my friend, and suddenly he asked me for a BIG FAVOUR. I was like, "What?" *suspicious look* Then he asked, "Can I have your shirt?" I was like, 'deer-in-headlights' look and "WHAT?!"
Haiz...fortunately I brought a sweater-ish thing, and I just put that on instead. So now, I've gone from red to green, and I'm sporting a pushed-up sleeve look. Heh...
Then I met my friend, and suddenly he asked me for a BIG FAVOUR. I was like, "What?" *suspicious look* Then he asked, "Can I have your shirt?" I was like, 'deer-in-headlights' look and "WHAT?!"
Haiz...fortunately I brought a sweater-ish thing, and I just put that on instead. So now, I've gone from red to green, and I'm sporting a pushed-up sleeve look. Heh...
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Porridge Cooked
Voice.
I like.
Soothing.
It is.
Bashful.
We are.
Silly.
I know.
Concern.
All around.
Uncharged phone.
Just yours.
Pictures.
I want.
Weekend.
We miss.
Sigh...
I like.
Soothing.
It is.
Bashful.
We are.
Silly.
I know.
Concern.
All around.
Uncharged phone.
Just yours.
Pictures.
I want.
Weekend.
We miss.
Sigh...
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
OH YEAH....
19 out of 20!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
Go go go! The power of crapping! I love big words...some people just lap it up! Heehee.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
Go go go! The power of crapping! I love big words...some people just lap it up! Heehee.
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