Sitting in my boss's office again...today just kenna another last minute button press by Formation...must rush all changes by 1000hrs tmr. Shit man...
Anyway, the past few days I've started to realise that I really miss my friends. Friends from secondary school, college, camp...everywhere. Don't know why, but feeling rather broody, moody...you know, just down.
Let's start from the most recent... Jianhong is leaving soon, and I realise that I'm really going to miss his company. A real good friend he has become to me...really going to miss him. That's the entry from camp.
From JC I miss one friend, and a group of friends; two entities.
I miss my classmates Mish, Xiaomin & Jianping a lot. We used to shop, eat and do everything together after/during/before school. It was great. I'll always remember walking up and down Orchard FIVE times with the girls, looking at the same old stores over and over again. I also miss the bridge games we had in school...most fun. We start a game, teacher confiscates the cards, we whip out another pack...haha.
I miss Nathanael alot too. I call him Nat for short. We became friends only in JC, and became really close. Alomst like brothers. Always could confide in each other for almost everything. I remember whenever we had problems, or needed to talk, we would usually have dinner near Fullerton area, then walk by One Fullerton to just talk out any frustrations or problems we had in our lives. I really miss those talks and nights we spent together. It was good having a close friend I could tell everything to. Now abit distant after JC, but we're meeting up soon I think...at least this week or the next, so we can catch up (the shit ORDs on the 18th this month...ugh)
Secondary school friends...not so bad... I still chat with Paul (very good fren, always there for me, bestest man). I'm meeting up with my juniors, Russell, Ian, Joseph, Kelvin on the 26th of steamboat BBQ at Russ' place...so still got keep in contact...so not too bad lah. ^_^
I was feeling this whole missinig thing really bad on Monday morning when I was cycling into work. I mean I ws actually mumbling to myself, saying how much I missed my friends...I thought I was going crazy man...now not so bad already. I think it's because I'm back to work lah..must be. It takes one's mind off many things.
Anyway, I think I'll stop posting already. My posts always seem so long...too many feelings...should try to feel less...or just try some other way of letting of steam I guess...
Ah well...nitez nitez... I hate Flight Admin...
2 comments:
I guess u felt the same way i did some time back.
1) When I am left in the wing and all my platoon mates left after we commissioned. Quiet corridor...Sigh
2) When the arty guys from 5203 left after ST2...Less fun
3) When u all commissioned and the whole wing become so empty and lifeless....No more fun
Hmmmz....my cuz is growing up =O Bleh, well..erm... my advice, don't worry too much about it, your poor cuz over here suffers from all of that too, and being some 8219 miles away from your loved one doesn't help. So it's a normal situation to be going thru at your age, all these retrospective look at life stuff.
I still belive that army's pretty shit, to have stolen 2+ years of your youth, isolating you from a normal social life and all that, of coz, there ISN'T a CCC (Civilian conversion course) to tell yer how to assimilate back into...erm....normal culture. So try to take time in between your new life in the uni and army, to kinda stabalize if you can...
What me suggests though, is to deal with these emotions...and deal with them in SMALL steps! Like friends, call pple up once in awhile I guess, remember, camp phones work best in these situations =P. It's gonna takes awhile to shift through everything, but I'm sure you'll get through all these "growing pains" relatively unscathed =P
Eh...apologies that this post is so fragmented...it's 2am =O
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